Day 4 Went to ikea with mmuians and chubby. We ate like there's no foods left for tommorow. Sweedish meatball,salmon,chicken wing,fries and daim cake. Oh la la loveeeeee And satay for our late supper. :) I managed for not buying anything!!! YEAYY!
amirpetomkodelhaziqchubbynishaanne.
Day 5
Went to Ali's wedding. I've been craving for nasi minyak for so long. Akhirnya. :) The wedding is so nice. I never imagine to get married in this early age. It's a big steps and another phase of life we are dealing with. Anyhow , jodohkan. We never know. :)
Selamat pengantin baru , Ali Imran & Hazeerah. Semoga kekal bahagia ke anak cucu.
Here , a few pics taken during wedding.
after the wedding ,
cathing up with my 2 darlings.
ika and chubby at oasis. :)
and now resting in my room. and still consider im going to lepak with wlc or not.
bit tired.
*bought paint for my room already. dark purple and hot red. :)
I just came back from andalus. It just so good to be at outside. At least I'm not stuck in my small room and facebooking all day long. :) someone , told me bout the bungee jumping at Bali. It costs rm400. Uargh. I wanted to do. Its a must do. Once in a lifetime. Will think bout it later, when I arrive Bali. :)
For today, I went to Nasi Ulam , had my lunch with chubby and sapix. And played bowling at alamanda. I won! Haha And had "so called" photoshot session at Pullman.
It shows that we were so "crack". But we had so much fun together. :)
What's next for tomorrow? Duduk rumah diam-diam maybe. :) or else , do something without using money. Dah rabak sangat duit dalam purse. Uargh.
I had so much fun. Almost 12 hours catching up with isyqi , I had a superduperblast day ever. And after a last min plan , maie,Celol and 3 friends came join us watched movie together at cineleisure.
My lunch for today ; Sweedish meetball , chicken wing , daim cake. Dinner; ayam penyetz and supper ; ss2 murni , meatball and pink phanter. How could I resist? :) Good foods , good satisfaction. Eating is a sin.
I bought a new black plain bed sheet at ikea, gladiator sandal and belt. Much love.
AVATAR? Is the Best movie for the ending of 2009! MUST watch. Serious.no lies! Watch 3D please.cuz it's worth it.
I'm going to hit the sack. Goodnight everybody. Tinilovesyou. Assalamualaikun.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Finally I did something to my hair. I really wanted to shave it and make a mushroom hair. But just rebonding is too costly and kinda scared. Highly maintanence for rebonding. I love my new hair!! :) Will think bout shave it , later.maybe time nak bukak sem.
His status ; don't cry because it's over ,smile because it's happened. :) too deep and meaningful. (one of my friends)
I listen to artic monkeys ; only ones who know. This become one of my favvy since maie love to listen to it. This song remind her to F. Haha.. Even it don't remind me to anyone , it's such a beautiful song ever!!! :)
Stress. Exam is killing me. It peel my skin so tenderly. I can feel my heart burst out. And the big hole inside my chest is hurting me day by day. I can't even breath. And sooner I'm dying. I guess too much of drama queen. :(
Maie received a zillions wake up called from Celol. But still it doesn't work out. She continue sleeping. Same goes to me. Luke wake me up at 530am last night. Just a few chapter , I fell asleep. Oh..so dreadful. I really need an extraordinary super duper power to coping with this stress. You scared , tapi tidur! Uarghhh...
How sucky life can be? U hurt. U fight. U cried. U down. U sulks too much. U regret. And soon u smile again. I guess is not that sucks.
God will test us , because He know we are capable to solve.
I better continue study! iphone for my birthday treat is totally not a good idea. I stay away from my lappy , but still I'm using my hp for blogging, IM, fb ,Twitter. KEGILAAN! I can even read new ebook that I just downloaded. It takes me only 1 night to finish it. But to cover MIS , it takes me so fucking long time. Can I say it took me a lifetime nak habis cover agaknya.
Okay! Tinihatestechnology. Goodnight people. Wish me goodluck tomorrow. Muahx.
Ur studborn daughter love u more than anything. But just too studborn to admit.lebiulebiulebiu
having you in my life is the most precious thing in my life.
i cant afford for not having you around ,
we've been there through life's sorrow and pain.
together we have always endured the strain.
i have to admit , we argued A LOT! bickered and make each other mad.
and i still remember when we were small,
whenever we had a fight , we didnt talk and i'll packed my stuff and move out from room.
AND!
BECAUSE OF YOU , i was pengsan because of crying a lot.
and the suicidal attempt didn't happen , when u provoked
me to telan chews gum and i get chocked!
and ibuabah gone mad.
and when u were away , entering the uni life. i always looking forward for the weekend and hoping you will coming back so we can chill together. and obviously i'm waiting for u. because i know you will buy something nice for me , and belanja me. haha
(this happen , till now).
thank you!
time flies so fast.
u mean a lot for me.
i mean a lot.
a lot.
a lot.
OHHH...nothing can be compare with.
we cried till we laughed.
and we laughed till we cried.
we've whispered our deepest secrets only sisters could share.
that's make you so special.
'US'.
i just want you to have a happy life.
im happy seeing you happy.
im sad seeing you sad.
(BUT i always be the drama queen. i know u are strong in everything. whenever im sad , u always cheer me up. but whenever u sad , u cried and i cried along. )
but i just want you to know , that i always gonna be with you.
tru ups and downs. support u in everything.
because we are sister.
i cant afford of losing you
i love you.
happy 26th birthday.
i pray for your happiness.
do whatever you want. just go for it , and don't turning back.
i know you are strong in facing any circles & triangles in life.
because u are Jastina Jamil.
and because u're my sister.
:)
Lastly ,
i should thank you for the rest of my life.
thanksssssssssssssss
sebab letak nama aku Jastini.
if abah insisted to put my name . Jamilah.
i think , i'll blaming him for the rest of my life. so its kinda pandai untuk budak yang berumur 5 tahun.haha
I'll always be here through thick and thin You can come to me, I'll listen I'm your friend, I won't push you away When you need a hug, my arms are wide open When you need to talk, I have an open ear Your growing up and getting older Know that I'm always here, I'm not going anywhere Wherever you are, I'm there with you You’re in my heart and my prayers Just know I'm here, because I truly care You’re my sister, you mean so much Don't want to see you hurt or cry I'll wipe the tears, I'll get rid of your fears Want to see you grow up and achieve Just believe, have faith You can do anything You’re beautiful inside and out You’re smart and very talented You’re many things, but most all, you’re my sister I believe in you and know that I'll never stop loving you.
I said the same thing too just to make myself feel better. I don't like much actually. What is wrong being 21? Advantage for certain people to make more mistakes because it's a long way to go? Then we start to think , oh ! it's okay.. we still have more years to change we still young. maybe next year. next 2 years. next 3 years. and maybe it's going to be our favourite phrase. relaxlah we are only 21 , 22 , 23 , 24 , 25.....
Too much of negativity I guess.
We did lied sometime just to make ourself feels better.
and think we are stronger enough to say that.
Chubby said , pujuk hati.
but i have to admit , sometimes it works.
and we start to change our point of view , convert it to all positivity.
too young.too naive. its a lesson. we gonna go tru this.
but still ,
kadang-kadang tu tak aci lah!
dan mungkin sebab itu wujudnya " life never be fair".
BORING , tunggu maimunah siapkan assignment personal finance . Let's vain.vain.vain to the max!
Her tasks! Have u ever think of it? After we culcalate everything , money will never enough! The more u have , the more u spend. Scarynya!!! Don't get attached with money too much! Believe me, it will screw u up!
Oh ya. I just download a new ebook. Suka! My favourite qoute
" it is better to keep your mouth closed and let people think you are a fool than to open it and removed all doubt".
Trust me , it just heal and satisfy you for a quick short time. It's all back to the root , your OWNSELF! People will listen to ease ur burden , and you are the one who heal your ownself. No need to prove you are right, you are the victim. And it's everyones fault and you are the angels.
For me , that's all bullshits. Sooner or later people will know the truth. No need to tell the whole world.
That's the simple fundamental baby. Trust me. It works. :)
interests : HIJACKING my laptop and abah's.taking a vain picture using my webcam without my permission. posted silly thing at my fb wall and play barn buddy. her favourite website is : http://www.nick.com . dora the explorer. adios amigos. watching cartoon all day long. her favourite channel is YOUTUBE. she love youtube-ing "the madagascar penguins", geng bas sekolah , spongebob the squarepants , sing an annoying wonderpets theme songs. and even sometimes she love to watch japanese prank and spontan.
and recently , she youtube nurkasih.
she loves to read A LOT! otai photo hunt dekat surat khabar metro and puzzle at nick.game.
overcome your sadness. and that makes u a stronger person than before.
and i am stronger than ever. :)
i'm sorting out my files in my hard disc.
and i found this picture.
:)
lama gila. sangat-sangat.
written in early year , and now it almost end year.
and..
i started to miss my Hershey's mud pie partner. @ my a&w partner too.
been a while i didnt hear bout him.
and i wonder how is he doing now?
i hope he;s doing just fine.
my 21st , with the sweet dessert with sweetest person. nothing is sweeter than this.
thank you so much. u've been such a wonderful friends of mine.
the roadtrips. the random thingy we did.the 2009 gossips.the ups and downs.the laughters.the joy.the happiness.the tears.the sadness.the friendship.the celebrations.many.many more.
whatever we call..
i learnt a lot.
A LOT.
and A LOT!
i should be smiling now. because i believe , experience makes us to be a better person.
u cant never understand me , until u get to know me.
but don't worry. i don't force you to understand me.
i keep all by my side , so you don't bother much.
even u tear me apart. i'll keep smiling.
people wont stop talking.
they'll stop when they get tired of it.
but who cares? i don't care.
i had this enough. makes everyone happy.
but never really get appreciated.
friend of mine told, if it's not worth , why you stay?
leave. that;s easy. it is okay to be selfish sometimes.
seek for your own happiness.
eventho the scars it's just too deep to discover.
so let it heal by itself.
that;s much way better. :)
life must go on.
we will be facing lots of circles and triangles.
why sulking too much , jastini? hehe..I'll stay if I want too.I'll leave if I need to do so.:)
im just an ordinary girl.
tru my ups and downs.
sometimes i laugh,sometimes i cry,being insane sometimes & happy again.
im a observant.i write whatever in my thoughts.
because that's the way to express my feelings.
